sejak semalam...i termenung... dan menangis dengan tiba2... ntah kenapa susah nak lepaskan ella.. tak sangka die akan pergi dulu sebelum i... rasa nak je ckp yg i tak sanggup tgk die pergi, but i cant.. its her decision and i must accept..
and this is some dedication for u, ella... i hope that u will never forget me and everything that we done together... u're the best best best fren that i had and please remember everything... i know sometime i was wrong, but u true me... sometime i made mistakes, but u teach me... i know sometime i made u angry with my act, but u can forget easily...
orang pertama yg i jumpa ketika nak masuk rumah sewa adalah dia... org yg offer rumah sewa pun die.. die yg mengajak untuk menumpang moto pink nye adalah juga die... 24/7 dgn die.. satu bilik, satu opis, satu rumah, sharing everything... makanan, masalah, baju, segala2nya... but now... semuanya ilang... menunggu dan melihat die mengemas barang dah cukup membuatkan hati ni sebak..tapi tahan lagi air matanya... taknak biarkan air mata menitis, takut tak boleh menerima hakikat yang ella akan pergi meninggalkan i...
zulaila, for last i wish that i want u still with me, together with me..hearing me...working with me.. outing with me..sharing with me...i hope we can make memories again together...
ketika di adtec, shah alam.. ella dapat tawaran temuduga belajar...
ketika ini, tiada lagi gelak ketawa bersamanya, tiada lagi gosip2ing... tiada lagi bernyanyi karaoke bersama, tiada lagi yg mengeluh lapar, tiada lagi yg mengejutkan i dari tdo, tiada lagi moto pinknya, tiada lagi berpoya2an bersama, tiada lagi mendengar leterannya, tiada lagi dan tiada lagi semuanya... now, i'm sleep alone, now, i'm walking to office alone, now, i'm eat alone, now i'm buy food/meal just for me... now, more silent than laugh.. now more tears than smile... i hate this.. i hate our frenship end up like this... (T T)
dear zulaila,
* pls remember me night and day
* i hope that we can stay longer..
* i wish all the best for ur future...ur study maybe..and ur career..
* i hope we fren till die
* forgive me everything that i hurt u..
* visit me when u free
* keep it up everything that we do together
* i love u so much...and miss damn much!!
: tak mampu nak menulis da... air mata laju je mengalir... ella, jangan la pergi... masih memerlukan kamu disini :(
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